I am so effing sick of being single. Now that we can do more and things are opening up, I’ve started to reach the stage of life where friends are always busy because they have things in their lives that I don’t.

I just turned thirty-seven, and soon I will be freezing my eggs. I had a couple of dates recently. One was really fun, but the guy isn’t interested in me. I went on two dates with another guy, but I don’t see a future with him.

I hate this. I hate dating. I hate feeling unloveable. It’s so easy for some people but it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I just can’t seem to find anyone to spend my life with. I’m so lonely and I just want it to be over.